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My Beautiful Psychosis Book Cover

My Beautiful Psychosis Book CoverIt’s been decided. I’m self publishing! After a despairing 6 months of sending out proposals to agents, looking for someone else to believe in me, and receiving either rejections or worse still, no response at all, I’m setting off on the next phase of this challenging journey.

I sent a total of 34 proposals out: 18 of which received rejections and 16 I never heard back from. The standard response went something like this:

“Thank you for sending us this material, but I’m afraid it isn’t suitable for us. I’m sorry to disappoint, and wish you luck with your future writing.”

Only one agent gave me feedback as to why they didn’t go for it:

“Thanks so much for contacting us. I’ve read the sample material with interest. While I liked the chapters I wasn’t sufficiently swept along by the narrative to know that I’d be the best advocate for the book.  Sorry!  Best of luck elsewhere.”

The email I cherished the most, which I devoured like a drop of rain in the desert, came from Cara at the HHB Agency:

“Dear Emma, Thank you for your submission to HHB. I enjoyed reading your work, you write well, with intensity and style. However, as a small agency we are only ever able to take on a limited number of authors and I am afraid in this instance, we were not able to take you work further. I wish you all the best.   All best, Cara”

One of the reasons I wanted to find a publisher was because I felt I wanted support to get the book out into the world. It is an entirely different process from writing the actual thing and requires very different skills. I’ve come to accept that I’m going to have to climb that particular mountain alone.

Thankfully there is help online at every step of the way.

The first thing I’ve done is to learn about cover design. I had a meeting with a graphic designer friend who very humbly said she wasn’t up for the job. I found a designer online, called Derek Murphy, who shared the secrets to designing a bestselling book cover. I’ve talked with bookshop assistants to find out what they think. I’ve played with different ideas and now, with a drum roll, I unveil the cover of my first book.

 

A huge thanks goes to artist Adriane Vinter from Norway for permission to use her image ‘Straight Jacket’.

Letter To A Literary Agent

There’s the writing of the book and then there’s the getting the book out into the world. And they’re two very different dragons to ride. It’s been six months of honing my message, crafting my pitch, researching the market, finding competing titles and succinctly summarising every chapter. With each submission, I’m effectively putting my heart and soul into words and offering it to a perfect stranger, asking… Read more →

First Draft Is Finished

I wrote the last sentence of my book this morning.  Whoop whoop!  High Five!  Backflips all round… Over two years of discipline and commitment, not to mention the amount of wading through the quagmire of my sabotaging mind.  My confidence in my writing has increased with the help of some critique from Elizabeth Diamond. I sent her another 20,000 words recently but… Read more →

Servants Of The Deep Sacred Dream

A person going through a process of profound inner change is often viewed by society as mentally ill, suffering a pathological condition that needs to be treated or cured. “A person going through a process of profound inner change is often viewed by society as mentally ill, suffering a pathological condition that needs to be treated or cured.  But such… Read more →

Morecambe & Wise Breakfast Sketch

“It’s so good to be home where I can potter around, make healthy meals and listen to the radio. I have it on as a soundtrack to my cooking. Like the classic Morecambe and Wise breakfast sketch where they dance to the striptease tune, I move around to the music. Taking a side step and sliding my other foot, Tango like, to join my first, before opening the cupboard door. Reaching for a pan and twisting to the hob and placing it deliberately on the beat. My every move is a dance, connected through the fabric of space, to the rhythm of the Universe. Even when the radio is switched off, I still feel the pulsing of life taking me as its partner.”

 

 

Video Emma Reads Chapter 2

This is the next chapter that I was hoping to read at the cancelled event in November.  The narrative voice is changing.  The plot moves on a little and I set up the first fall to/from Grace.  It points towards Cannabis as being the original culprit in the whodunit of my so-called Psychosis.  Cannabis skunk is so much stronger and more psychoactive than ‘normal’ weed.  This is where a lot of readers may get stuck and imagine that the rest is all because of this.  Maybe it is…maybe there’s more to come…

My questions is – is this a better place to start the book from?  Is Chapter 1 necessary?  Please let me know your view as it will help me construct the book so that it works best for you – dear reader!  Let me know your thoughts…

Video Emma Reads Chapter 1

So here’s the next instalment that I was hoping to read at the Kingsbridge Inn on 7th November.  Again it’s another query about whether it’s a good place to start the book from.  You might feel it’s not relevant and just titillating but I can assure you there is good reason to start from here which will be exposed later in the book.  Opinions please on this blog or Facebook comment very welcome.  And again I’m feeling very vulnerable to share this because it’s of a sexual nature but a smaller audience now is great help for a wider audience later.  If you started reading from here, given the book’s title, what would you think?  Irrelevant?  Teasing?  Get to the point!  Remember there’s mostly a readership related to mental health interests…

Filming Starts On Documentary

Today I start filming My Beautiful Psychosis the documentary through my production company Green Lane Films.  It’s an authored film and will be different from the book because it’s mostly focussed on making sense of my experiences. I’m shooting a conversation with Kimberley Jones who had an awakening/crisis when her mother died.  She’s always felt that she was receiving the download of her… Read more →

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